０３／０３／２００８　暖～＊*

人．．有時真的好無用．．
或者說．．好渺小．．
好多東西都是控制不了．．．

昨天，看到肥姐的追悼會．．
看到一輯輯的片段．．
看到他對事業的執著．．．
看到媽媽對女兒的愛．．
看到欣兒堅強的活下去．．．

這一切一切．．都深深感動我．．
我還是真確的感受到．．
失去是怎麼一回事．．．

走了的東西．．．就不能回來了．．
還記得肥姐朋友轉告的其中一段說話．．

"我從來冇後悔過生你出黎....
 你亦都唔係我既負擔....
 媽咪現在走了....
 照顧不了你啦....
 但我如果有得揀...
 下一世都會想做返你媽咪呀!...
 或者....到你第時結婚生仔既時候..我地就可以重聚了!..."

那一份愛...無容置疑!

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２２／１／２００８　又凍了～＊*

這麼快又2008年了...
很多時候回想起兩年前的自己...
很傻..很幼稚..
換來的是快樂無憂的生活..

每件事情都是黑白分明的..
很簡單...true / false....不會存在灰色地帶...

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到自己踏足於工職戰場上..
更不得不小心...
外表上好的人...不一定好...
反之...凡事阻撓你的...可能令你學得更多...

每天面對著各式各樣的假面具..
連自己都不為意的防範起來..

學懂了不要看表面..
亦不要用最真的一面示人...
但這可是我最討厭自己的一項改變...

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2008年....可是我的5a才s同學仔的重要日子了!!!!
希望大家努力應付A-Level~
盡力而為吧~!
希望你地冇忘記我吧~~!!!

 ３０／１２／２００７　寒～＊*

又一年完結了。。
２００７年裡。。不知過了什麼日子。。
做過什麼。
看過什麼。
食過什麼。
都唔記得了。。。

只知道。。
唔開心的多過開心的。。

２００８年又來了。。
不知道會有什麼際遇呢？

希望。。

可以做返自己。。

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RICK PRICE Lyrics HEAVEN KNOWS

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's far away
It just keeps gettin stronger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
But all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
In know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide oway or
Dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why it does hurt me so

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows

Maybe my love will come
Back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our heart will
Find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and
Pray 'cause heaven knows
Heven knows.....2x

９／１０／２００７　涼～~*＊

買左新電話了．．
但係一點快樂都感覺不到．．．
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